Sunday, 25 December 2011

scHooL,,

okeyh,,okeyh,,
aku maseh tak percya yg cuti nie dah HABIS,,
hati ne sunggu berat ,,sadis btol na blek ,,
ta pw lha,,
never mind,,
aku balek pon aq
na menuntut ilmu
ta kesah lar
kna attack kw,,
apw kw,,
yg pnting study
aq dahulukan,,
yeah,,haha*sbnarnya tgh sdih nie,,

u don't feel what i feel
i miss that school but
i don't miss people in
that school,,)=

 

Tuesday, 20 December 2011

 
urm,,aq tak taw knapa aq obses sngt dngn lagu nie
jenuh aq mencari lagu nie
hehe,,dngar at radio
mner la taw tajuknya
 

my heart

Pengakuan najwa adlina :
Dah nak masuk 3 tahun aku berkampung dekat m.a.k
dan sepanjang tahun tu a lot of things happend
somehow,i don't feel like staying in m.a.k
hustle and bustle kot kat situ-.-'
makin lama makin 50% suka,,50% lagi tak suka na dduk at situ
best pon sbab ad sahabat-sahabt
seriously,,na carik tempt menyorok,,
tak na balik,,
ta balek kang,,nanti kena kick plak,,
huhhhhh
rasa mcm na blah mcm tu jer,,
and,so many people will give me thousand of reasons
to make me stay,,
they don't really fell what i fell
and,we are different
what they felt is different with i feel
okey...i know nie ujian dari tuhan untuk aku bersabar
duduk situ mengajar aq erti KESABARAN
but,,kadang2,,i will be stres,tension like hell
and,,i'm must waiting untill 4 years to get out from that barakah school
urm,,maybe,,,kemanisannya belum datng lagi at aku kot,..
urm,,tak pelah
aq hanya perlu BERSABAR DAN BERSABAR
tuk aq hidup dekat skolah tue,,
i tried to pic up all of my determination
to be tought,,to be strong
but still i dont want to back to the school


i need sometimes to calm myself
o rab,embrace me with your blessings)=
Truly,
schools sucks -.-'
Why?
Let it be my secrets.

It's just,
the ONLY REASON why I still manage to stay there,
perhaps because of friends?
Nah, got no any strong reasons stayin there.
Urgh.

People is not perfect.
Yes sure it is.

Just spillin out what I felt,

WHY MOST OF THE PEOPLE IN THE SCHOOL
ACT LIKE A PIECE OF -.-'


Qaysara Yuzwan
Like seriously
This holiday we spent time together a lot!
hahah=D
boleh dikatakan,,
every day i will message you
when i felt bored,,ko orng pertama yang aq cari
gelak-gelak mcm orang gila *ko lar
ko kata aq buat ko gelak mcm pontianak
yer ker??hahaha 

balek skol,,kta still bleh cheer up ag kan,,kan??
haha,,
bnyk lah cheer up,,huhu


i'm not a good listener
to hear your problem
but i still try to be the best friend=.='




Sunday, 18 December 2011

in my head

saya rasa hati saya gelisah
*nauzubillah

ONE of the reasons why I do blog is because
I find it is the only way to make me feel better.

Saturday, 3 December 2011

Reunion Kamiii

happy diri nie bler dapat jmper nan korang smer
REUNION katanya!!
herh,,Boys hampeh btol
na shy plak,,
they all said at fasik book want reunion
but semua bawa haluan masing2
hahahahahahahahha
watching at pawagam
OMBAK RINDU,,
blehlah lar dikatakan BEST!!
ILI NUR AMNI
NUR FATIHAH
NASROIEN
erm,,kcian aq nengok korang nanges,,
hehehheh
aq??,,,huhuhu,,men kira butang,,
hahahahah
but i praise to ALLAH'S because meet u all
hmm,,,korang rsew sedih msew watching ombak rindu
tapy aq SEDIH SANGAT-SANGAT DAN SANGAT
masa korang smer na balek
luluh hati nie tengok
korang melangkah tuk pergi,,
if Allah's permision,,
i want to meet you all again
if cannot we meet again
we meet at heaven yeah,,,
hmmmmmmm
haahah,,,emo dya nie dah mula,,
Ini aku,,dya,,dan kami...

 jelajah Kluang Parade,,

 u are my bestfriend forever and ever

in Living Cabin,,msok juz tok snap pic,,hhe,,,,=D

U ALL MUST KNOW THAT
,,ILOVEYOUMORETHANYOUKNOW,,
AKUSAYANGKORANGHANYAKERANA ALLAH SWT,,
=)=(

Friday, 2 December 2011

D I A,,,,

Peace be upon to you,,,
herh,,aq ta na pown dy
tpi sbenarnya memang nak pown,,,
huhu,,honestly,,sejujurnya,,,
aq jelous nengok kwan aq,koe adw
aq ta der,,hehe..=)=(
skang aq dh dpt apw yg aq naq
maybe ALLAH makbulkn doa aq,,
ALLAH bgi apa yg kita perlukan
and
DIA tak bgi ape yg kta harapkan,,

aq hargai sngt ALLAH send dy at aq,,
dya ta delah perfect pown,,
aq pown bknya baek sngt,,
maybe ALLAH anta aq tok btolkn dy

walaupon aq taw yg dya bkan
sker aq pon
huh..tu andaian aq lar,,hihi
aq juz doa klau dy tu baek tuq aq
"binakanlah ukhuwah diantara aq nan dy"
kalu dy ta bek tu aq
"jauhknlah sejauh-jauhnya dri aq"
i hope he will read it...=P

MISS U''''


 
Kesepian tanpa dirimu,,
huh...rasa menyesal yang teramat-amat-amatlah
andai Allah izinkan,,
aq na jmper dy gak,,
I very miss the advice from 
her,,She is my ex-kakak didik ..
She make me cried with her advice
Dya buat aq,,kwan-kawan aq nanges dengan
kata-kata dya,,
nasihat dya,,
erm,da lmer ta dngar,,
dlu dy adw,,aq ta hargai langsung,,
skunk da ta dw bru aq ngat at dya,,,
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I feel regrate with myself
because didi not meet her before
she back to UIA,,
rasew cm na tumbuk-tumbuk jer diri nie,,,
huhuh,,,

THANK YOU ALLAH

O Allah, I raise my hand, I thank You for every breath I take
for every sign You put in my way.
I wanna thank You for all the things that You've done
though I am far far away from You


sometimes, kte tak sedar en yg sbnrnye
we are walking away from Him
wlupun Dia byk bg nikmat kt kte...
aku pun tak nafikan..
kan kan kan?

 alhamdulillah sepanjang aku hidup
aku boleh la dikatakan TAK lagi berduka cita yg teruk
towards my life,,

aq happy nan kehidupan aq,,
tapi jauh skali aq na bersyukur,,
solat?
jauh sekali utk khusyuk
MELAINKAN klu ad mslh br nk khusyuk
br nk doa lame2
nk sujud lame2
br nk ingat ALLAH
tawaduk bcer quran

I believe everyone in this world akan lalui benda yg same..
klu tak tuh, alhamdulillah la en... :)(:
He did give us sign to make us come back to Him
tapi, kdg2 kte makin kalut..
kte makin jauh
kte makin salahkan takdir
kte TAK sedar yg sbnrnye Allah sengaja nk uji kte
sengaja jadikan kte bermasalah
sengaja kucar-kacirkan hidup
sbb Allah nk kte dekat dgn die...
Allah nk tegur kte...
He loves us... :)(:

O MY LORD!!

kawan,,senang jer na dapat,,
tapi dah dapt ta reti na hargai,,,
jujur,,aq sayang sngt kawan aq,,ko sayng ta kwn ko??
haha,,bajet plak,,,kawan,rakan kt mana2 adw,,
tpi sahabt ssah btol na crik,,
tired aq mencari sahabat aq yg sbenar,,maybe allah
ta tunjuk kn ag kot,,cari lah sahabat yang mengingatkan
kan kita akan akhirat memang susah,,hah
lagi satu,,sayng tu biar lah kerana YANG SATU
kdang2 kta syang seseorng tu melebihi DIA,,
pdahal DIA yang beri apa yg kita nak
'UHIBBU KASYIFA ALLAH'
SAYA SAYNG AWK HANYA KERANA ALLAH
selak2 mjalah genQ jmper plak hadith nie
IMAN AL-GHAZALI BERPESAN:
"kecintaan seseorang yang hakiki kepada insan yang lain kerana ALLAH SWT
bukanlah bermaksud mencintai insan itu disebabkan dzatnya(sifatnya),
sebaliknya adalah kerana insan itu dapt mendekatkan diri kita dengan AKHIRAT,,


"Cintailah orang yang engkau sayangi sekadarnya,boleh jadi suatu hari nanti
dia akan menjadi orang yang engkau benci,,
"Bencilah orang yang engkau benci sekadarnya,boleh jadi suatu hari nanti
dia akan menjadi orang yang engkau cintai"
 -SAYIDINA ALI-


Friends are like a ballons,,
once u let them go,,
you can't ever get them back,,
so,tight them to ur heart,,
they're precious to lose,,,,





TRUE ENOUGH

Kadng2 benda yang kita tak na terjadi kat dri kta
tpi terjadi gak at dri kita,,
ya,,mmang btol ALLAH ta beri apa yang kita harapkan
tapi IA beri apa yang kita perlukan,,
Duduk diam2,,tiba teringt sesuatu perkara yang pahit mcm
ko makn peria,,pahit bukan??
so aq selak diary aq apew yg aq tulis about this matter
aq nie mmang dak yg suka tlis diary,,hahah
READ THIS!!
SUNDAY
9 0CTOBER 2011

This is my heart disgorge which is in my heart that i keepfor a long time,,herh,,slander,,slander,,
The people in Allah's world know that say unpleasant that same like kill
people,,huh,,All of sudden,,attack us..This is my life,,such as Sir Aizan said to us
"This is our life..No one have a right to tell you how to live your life"
Fell in love??What love???
honestly,,i never fell in love with kaum adam,,like them i means kaum adam
is human tithe,,but fell in love with kaum adan
is not my LIFE STYLE,,,
my parents did not teach me HOW to couple??or anything about couple,,
This story can be a comedy story,,hahah
I just can resign and leaving everything in Allah's hands because of wholehearted 
faith in god
that all 4 today,,,,
                                                               miss tension
                                                                   for this month,,,





Thursday, 1 December 2011

mereka SAIA punya!!!

"Ukhwah that is bonded by aqidah will stay forever. " :)
ini lah ahli-ahli asrama aku,,tambah tolak termasuk aq
semuanya ada 52 orng,,wajib percaya,,hehe
FASA 2 that is my hostel name,,,ta de lah unik nmer tu
nie ade corat coret yang aq buat atas pangkin(kterorng tdur atas pangkin)
ta delah sumer nmer adw,,juz yg aq rasa dy selalu wat aq happy,
enjoy,,lagi aper aek,,never mind lah,,
biar aq dngn DIA jer taw,,,

..MEREKA SAIA PUNYA,,
-EYNA nan KEYNA-
membuat aty aq slalu gembira,
lawak sket jer,,ketawa 2x ganda,,huh
-K.BELLA nan NOR-
tempat aq melontarkan,meluahkan perasaan,
sedia mendengar walaupon kadang2 diam jerk,,ta bgi nasihat,,plek2,,
-QAYSARA YUZWAN-
Dya select aq tuq luahkan problem dya pda aq,,kcian nengok dya
asik nangis jer,,haha,,kdang2 jer cool,,aq,sdia jer
bagi nasihat,,
-AQILAH AZHAR-
tempat aq meminta pertolongan,,sebab dy pengawas hehhe
tu pown half pertolongn aq jerk minta tolong nan dy
--FARHANA HAPIZAN-
biler aq naq study,,aq ajak dy..dy ok jer,,,tpi aq hampeh,,
-NAZIFAH a.k.a ANTOO CHINA-
budak yang cool,,blurr tu kdang2 jer,,haha
tpi dy wat lawak kdng2 ta kena tmpat,,
cebb dy ta de tmpat maybe,,
-HADHIRA ALIYAS-
aq selalu download lagu at dya,,cbb dy always nyanyi,,24 hours
-ISMA-
dy suka wat mata dy na terkeluar,,smpai aq pown terikut bab naq bsar an mata aq 
yang sepet nie ,,dlu bulat aw,,asik nanges jer hehhe
-AISYAH HARUN-
dy slalu take care nan  bantal aq tiap kli na tidur,,tpi
aq mlas na amek an bantal tok dy
-NURAINI-
kawan gempak aq..tapi ta dw lah gempak mner,,hehhe
--KAK HIDAYAh--
Dy kdang2 bg advice at aq bler aq down
tpi aq ta hargai(yer ker??)
--K.AIEN--
akq happy go lucky gitu,,
tpi syang next year dy dah ta der,,,
ILOVEYOUMORETHANYOUKNOW!!

SIMPLE ONLY

huk,,huk,,,This is simple blog that i willl share with you all,,saya tak delah sehebat mcm awk,,cm mereka,,yg pndai hias blog,,hanya blog yang simple ni jelah dapat kter kongsi bersama,,my vision do this blog just simple tapi bermanfaat untuk saya,awak,kamu,kita semua,,agak nonsense kn???hehe,,erm,,sbnarnya bnyk ilmu yg da berat dlm otak nie tuk di share bersama,,tapi ilmu di kepla otak ta delah byk mana,,hanya setitis nila air di lautan,,ilmu yang MAHA ESA lah yang paling banyak yang masih kita mesti discover,,pelajari and what else...stop here lar,,mcm dah banyak jer diri nie type,,hope you all will enjoy with my blog yang ta seberapa ni,,assalamualaikum,,,
                                                                                                           STILL SEARCHING WHERE MY
                                                                                                               HEART WAS GONE,,huh,,=(

                                               

Friday, 4 November 2011

secangkir teh,,seketul gula untuk anda,,,

Receive my simple gift of Assallamualaikum,,Wrapped with Sincerity,,Tied with Ukhuwah,,hope thar we'll always in Allah's love..i opened my purse and i found no money,,i reach my pocket and i found no coins..i search my heart and i found you,,Then i realized,,How rich am i??I'm sorry if i hurt you,,my friend..no sweet thought to forward..no cute graphic to send,,Juc a caring heart saying "TAKE CARE"

TrUST TO TRUTH

       Rehat kita di SYURGA.Hannya permta boleh belah permata,hanya orang hebat dapat ujian hebat,,Kita orang hebat..Sebab tu dapat ujian yang hebat macam nie,,BERSABARLAH..Hari nie kau diuji.Allah lebih tahu apa yang baik untuk kita,,Allah tak beri apa yang kita mahu,Tapi die beri apa yang kita perlu.ISLAM ITU INDAH,,SABAR ITU ISLAM..Orang beriman akan sentiasa diuji.Allah sentiasa mendengar rintihan hamba-hambanya..MERINTIHLAH..MERAYULAH,,hanya pada ALLAH.Nescya kita akan temui kebahagiaan di situ.Yakinlah pada Allah..Allah berSamamu,,
             Kita ni bukanlah manusia biasa,,bukan malaikat..bukan nabi..jangan sesekali bergantung pada manusia..kita akan kecewa..Ubah bukan orang ubah @ bantu,,sebaliknya Allah jua penguat kita..Allah takkan ubah nasib kita kalu kita tak ubah sendiri..Terus tempuh..di depan ada cahaya ..jangan salahkan orang lain,,muhasabahlah diri kita,,Ketahuilah,,jalan ke syurga penuh ranjau berduri..Bila allah Sayang kita..Allah uji kita..ingatlh..Allah uji kita...